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Shaded Pain by Lifesavers Underground

1987, Frontline Records
Shaded Pain

Shortly after Michael Knott died in March 2024, Ronnie Martin (Joy Electric) shared a touching tribute on Instagram. The black-and-white photo, taken from Shaded Pain’s sleeve art, features Knott and his bandmates posing next to some motorcycles. With their leather attire, greased up hair, and glowering expressions, they look less like Christian musicians and more like some street toughs raring to jump you. Martin writes: “The impact of this photo cannot be overstated… [it] captures a moment that changed the face of alternative Christian music forever. Finally, we had our Ian McCullough, our Peter Murphy.”

It’s true, Shaded Pain is a dark, brooding album that has plenty in common with bands like Bauhaus. Filled with visceral guitars and Knott’s blistering vocals, it was probably quite a shock to the mom n’ pop Christian bookstores that shelved it back in 1987, not to mention any pastors and parents who might’ve heard it. At the time, Amy Grant, Michael W. Smith, and Steven Curtis Chapman were beginning their ascendancy while the likes of Twila Paris and Sandi Patty were firmly ensconced in CCM royalty. And of course, Carman had released The Champion just two years prior, cementing his status as a Christian music legend.

And then along comes Knott and Co., flailing about with gothic attitude and garage rock swagger. Guitarist Brian Doidge wields his six-string like a switchblade, slashing back and forth, while Knott’s voice alternately croons, roars, and laments. Lyrically, it doesn’t get any brighter, with Knott singing about the eternal battles between faith and doubt, flesh and spirit. There’s nothing uplifting about “Bye Bye Colour,” “Lonely Boy,” “I’m Torn,” or the title track. Instead, what you have is something raw and real, an album shouting out from the wrong side of the tracks about human frailty and a desperate need for God’s grace.

That would prove a common refrain throughout Knott’s long career, as heard on albums like This Is the Healing, Grace Shaker, and Rocket and a Bomb, but never more clearly than here, which Martin rightfully calls Knott’s magnum opus.

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